I feel emotionally exhausted. But at the same time, it’s great to have a job that I am actually challenged at and have a huge amount of responsibilities. Especially with my trainer out on maternity leave, and me being on my own.
Here’s to growing up?
I have the most amazing family and friends in my life. Lately I have been having trouble staying positive and it has been a really tough road. I feel like some people have not joined me in my recovery, but that’s okay. I just need to focus on who is there and that will keep my head above the water.
I need more courage to make some changes, and I am confident that will put me where I need to be.
Onwards and upwards.
even the princesses fangirl over peter
that bitch be faithful
look at phillip though
can you blame her?
Phillip could get the business.
So I went to Disney about a month ago and i got to meet aurora. she asked me and my mom if there were any “princes’” with us today. When I told her that I leaned more toward princesses she looked over at Cinderella sighed and replied with “yeah me too” and I think about that a lot.
No I need to cut it all off.
I am stuck between two past me’s and I want both back.
I miss my old self. I am a complete mess these days and it’s really getting old. I feel like I lost my support group that saved me last time. I even tried reaching out for help and that seemed to push people farther away. I can’t chase forever, so I need to make due with what I have.
I finally have a great full-time job that I love. Things are going in the right direction, yet I still haven’t gotten out of all this. Something else needs to change and I cannot find it, and I can guarantee it’s not just gonna show up out of nowhere. I’m out of solutions.
If things don’t get better I am gonna lose everything.